sorry for my non updating ways. I'm a terrible blogger haha. All I'm gonna say right now is that I better look AMAZING when all is said and done, because I'm working my ass off and it seems like it's taking forever haha. Sorry for dropping the A bomb, but sometimes there are just no other words to describe how I feel. Don't judge me.
Workout #13 from last thursday was really hard haha. I can't even remember a lot about it because it was so much. We did these new squats where you put your back against a big workout ball on the wall, then squat down while you hold a kettlebell. It's tons of fun, said no one ever.
yesterday was workout #14 and I am still so tired haha. I was hoping to not do squats yesterday but no, not only did we do squats, we did 3 sets of FIFTEEN instead of twelve. Then, we did ballet squats, along with wood choppers and grave diggers being among the things I hate and sweet heavens, I'm feeling the sore today. My arms feel like jello. He seriously seems to think I can do whatever I want, and I mean so far I've been able to do what he's asked but I don't love this whole "we're gonna do something new" because there's a chance to fail. I live in a comfortable world and I don't like being uncomfortable. Then, after we did all that jazz at the end, he got a 10lb medicine ball and was like, we're gonna play catch. (my first thought was um with that?!) he stood at one end of the studio (it was probably 10-13 feet away) and I was on the mats and he rolled it to me, i had to squat down and get it then over head throw it to him, trying to only let it bounce once.
I am literally about to go crazy if I don't get some form of a soft drink today. I don't know if it's because I'm still kinda stressed out and stress eating has gotten me to this state of unhealthiness and the thought of "you can't have that" has made me want it more, or what. I'm trying to just take a few deep breaths and concentrate on working but it's not helping right now.
I'm sleepy as can be right now too.
Sunday night, I made these turkey paninis from clean eating magizine and they weren't my jam. I don't looooooove spinach, turkey or any of that, but they weren't like disgusting. He's supposed to be sending me a new recipe to try this week but hopefully he'll forget. I'm not a good cook, and I hate cooking. It takes patience and that's one thing I just don't have these days. Chef Ramsey I am not, I'm more like a Paula Deen doing desserts and Sandra Lee at cocktail time :) hahahahah I kid. kind of. It's always cocktail time at Sandra's house (has anyone else noticed that?! on "semi homemade" on food network, she is ALWAYS making something to drink?!).
Anydrinks, I want to go finish reading my ebooks but bad news is, work calls. Though I do get a break to have lunch with my long lost friend Chelsea, then workout with Jennifer then go to a 31 party by my other Jennifer haha.
anyways, that's all for this installment of don't eat that fatso, check back on friday for a new blog post!
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