It's official. I have an iTunes problem. But is it really a problem if I'm okay with it? I listen to music all day at work, so obviously I need new music every so often. And by every so often I mean close to every day.
I got on the bike to warm up, which that wasn't the best choice as unbeknownst to me, today was leg day. And there was no rejoicing. Really. Who likes leg workouts? No one. That's who. Darin wasn't just whistlin' Dixie when he said I probably won't be able to walk tomorrow. We started out with plié squats, and it was awesome. Said no one ever. Then we did this weird thing where I attached these things to my ankles and stood on a plate weight and he attached a cable to my ankle and then you bent your leg. It set the back of my legs on fiyahh. Then we did some Romanian dead lifts which, I don't know what was different this time but at the end of the second set my legs felt a little shakey. Then Darin says we're gonna play a game and I asked if it was like the Saw movies "you wanna play game" thing. Legit question. But no, I stood like 5-6 feet ish away and he slid the weight to me and I used my feet to push it back. Apparently it was supposed to work the adductors in my legs. Which, I didn't feel anything but it could be delayed. That's happened before. But the second round we used a bigger weight and I said I could do this all day, and he said he couldn't and before I could help myself the snark came out and I was like because you're old. Yeah, I'm an asshole sometimes, lets take our shocked faces off. The Darin ever so helpfully reminded me it wasn't the best idea to be talking shit to the man who holds your fate for the next 15 minutes. Which, valid point. Then, oddly enough, we did more squats. Not just any squats, a squat and curl with a kettlebell. You squat, do a curl, then come back up. So they're approximately 328,995 times worse than a regular squat. I'm trying to decide if I feel like that was payback for my snark or not. Either way, well played. Then he had one more trick up his sleeve. Offset Romanian dead lifts. Fuck my liiiiiiife. That was my first thought. Really. Like I'm generally sore for daysssss after those. I got 5 in on each side before that was all she wrote. I actually wasn't sure I could stand up after that but luckily we stretched on the ground haha. Things are sketchy at the time of this writing, I'm not sure I can get off my couch which only means tomorrow morning will be fabulous.
Today at work, I kinda got blind sided that I had to finish a Power Point I really hadn't started at like 8am today. So today was stressful to say the least but I was actually less stressed when I left the gym today. Which surprised me as I was ready to just quit everything last night/this morning. I was thiiiiis close to texting Darin and saying I was sick today. While in the morning I will probably not be happy, right now I'm glad I went. I know I say it a lot but I just am so annoyed that I've lost 52lbs and I can't tell a difference. Jennifer looks great and here I am. Whale a palooza, that's my life. Oh well. I mean, there is no point in giving up now when I've done so good for so long. I'm also afraid I have sleep apnea and that pisses me off. I didn't have this problem when I was being the sedentary half ton teen but when I start changing for the better, this happens. Like the last 3 weeks I've been waking up 38283 times a night for no reason (or so i thought) and Saturday, I fell asleep sitting straight up after boot camp and I woke up twice and physically felt like I couldn't take a breath. I don't want to go see dr Moore because he's gonna say do a sleep study and I don't want to. I'm an avoider, I know that. I also avoid games of rock, paper, scissors.
Anyways. I'm off to Narnia. Also known as my room then to shower. Mom says I can get a inside dog when I clean my room. I'm am immortal child apparently. Stuck forever at 12 years old. The immortal child reference is in honor of the Breaking Dawn part 2 coming out Thursday night. Well. 12:01 Friday morning. I smell a midnight premiere, as usual :) especially because I'm off work Friday! Thank God.
Here's to hoping I can walk tomorrow. But I really do think that's wishful thinking.
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See it? The rock on thing?! I just remembered how to do that. Okay. Really. Shower. Bye.
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